You know, I didn’t need to write all of those blog posts explaining myself to certain haters like that. That was unnecessary. I guess I was feeling a little angry and pissed so I had to vent. That’s what this certain someone wanted and was hoping for… this certain someone was hoping I would respond in a rage. I believe he was trying to get more attention off of me. I gotta stop listening to negative people altogether.

Ya know, when people treat me in a negative direction, I just shut ’em out of my life forever and act like they don’t exist to me anymore. I don’t need negative people like that in my life, ya know?

I still meant what I said that I won’t change for anybody if they don’t like the way my web presence is online. I will always be me no matter what anybody says or thinks. I’ll just continue to blog whatever I want and ignore the haters/trolls/bullies. I don’t need them. I gotta stay above them and will.

I don’t need to explain myself to anybody. Now can you understand why I’m very strict on moderating??? I get way too many people attacking me and I don’t need that.

I thank all those out there who really do support me and stuck with me through everything. Negative people are nothing to me. I don’t care what they have to say or think. Nothing is changing. It’s my life. I’ll be who I want.

If people don’t wanna be positive around me, then they aren’t welcome in my life. Period.

Kev

Yesterday evening, I just picked up 5 albums from Itunes for my Ipod Touch.

The albums that I picked up were:

-The new Phish album, “Fuego”

-Iggy Azalea “The New Classic” (listened to this one last night and loved it)

-Pharrell Williams “Girl”

-Al Di Meola “Land of the Midnight Sun” (1976)

-Allman Brothers “Enlightened Rogues”

Some of you may ask why would I get albums like Iggy and Pharrell? Well I told ya before, I like some pop and rap music. Not all of it but some of it I will take. A lot of people would think I only listen to rock n’ roll music only but not always. I was never shy of listening to pop/rap artists such as Katy Perry, Lady Gaga, Adelle, Eminem, etc.

I do like some pop music but I will never listen to artists like Kanye, Justin Bieber or Britney Spears… keep me away from those please.

I just like good music, doesn’t matter the genre. I listen to a little bit of everything. Rock n’ roll, metal, pop, rock, country, classical, jazz, blues, acoustic/folk, etc.

It’s a good thing to do to like a wide variety of music. I never believed in staying in one genre like many do. I just listen to whatever catches my ear.

Kev

A lot of people seems to be judging my life lately. That’s all okay and good. Let ’em. My life may not be perfect. I may not be wealthy or rich. I may not have a lot of experience with women. I may not drive and don’t have any work as of this point but despite of all of that… I’m still alive, right?

My life may not be perfect but it’s a good one and I’m happy. Living it positive and doing the things that I love to do: playing my music, working out in the gym, watching movies and all that stuff.

Anybody who have something negative to say about my life or to be judgemental  can go to hell for all I care. I’m good and living it proud.

Kev

My blog is always about the truth. I tell it like it is even if no one wants to hear it. I know many are gonna be offended and hurt. I know many are not gonna like me anymore ’cause of it. I was never afraid to tell the truth no matter what it took.

This is why I blog. It’s just my own freedom of speech. Talk about anything I want. Whether politics, movies, the entertainment industry, women, sex, etc. Some of it may be derogatory and offensive but it’s intentional.

In my eyes, I never found any of this stuff offensive. If you do, then you must be deeply religious or very very sensitive.

John Lennon once said, “Being honest may not get you a lot of friends but it’ll always get you the right ones”. It’s true.

So what, I can be a sexual guy at times. There are men that can be that way sometimes. Nothing wrong with it at all.

If you’re offended at what I write on here, well keep being offended. That’s what I do.

I’m willing to tell the truth even if people get offended or hurt.

So keep reading, it’ll just keep getting even better for you all! My blog has always been about, “telling the truth even if no one wants to hear it”. It has always been that way for the past 10 years and still haven’t changed. 🙂

Kev

My cousin has been onto me for a long while now. He’s been onto me for a couple of years now actually. That’s why I’ve been trying to ignore him and avoid him as best as possible. He’s been complaining about the way I blog in which he doesn’t like. He gets offended at the way I blog about topics like local music, women, and Obama. The last thing you wanna do is tell me what I can and can’t post online. My cousin thinks he can do that. Not gonna happen. This guy is not my father. This is what he is acting like. I’m not changing for him to please him. I don’t have to do that. I won’t change a thing to satisfy him. I’ll write what I want on my blog or in facebook and I’ll be who I want. If he doesn’t like it, then that’s tough.

He’s been using the internet to bash me. Saying all kinds of negative, hateful and spiteful things about me that are not true. He actually thinks he can talk to me that way and I’m just letting him know that he can’t. Which is a shame ’cause I was very supportive of him and his music and this guy turned into an asshole all of a sudden. I just think he’s an egomaniac. I’m not gonna let him think he can control me like that and that’s what he’s doing. What do you get when you’ve been nothing but supportive toward him and his music and all you get from this guy is that he’s treating you like garbage online?

I don’t care what people think of my blogging. Yes, there are gonna be many that is gonna complain and get all offended but that’s good. That’s a small part of what I blog for is to get people going.

I will talk about the local music scene the way I want to. If I want to have negative opinions about it, I will. I will talk about women any way I want to as well. I will talk about Obama the way I want to.

Once again, nobody tells me what I can and can’t post. Take your stupid drama else where ’cause I don’t care about any of it. Whatever people think of my blogging is only being very opinionated.

I have always gotten mixed responses of my blogging over the years. You either like me or you don’t. I’m good either way like I said before. There are those who really do love reading my blog. There are those who don’t agree with my blogging but they continue to read anyway for a laugh. I also have haters who still read too. It’s always a mix response. I’m okay with all of that.

I don’t like it when people get all over me on my blog telling me what I can and can’t post. People don’t have the right to tell me what to do or tell me how to live my life. My cousin also don’t have the right to judge me for my personal life either and he thinks it’s okay.

Shame. I used to think he was a good dude but now he’s an asshole to me. This is the only time, I’ll be writing about him like this. Just because he’s family, doesn’t mean I have to support and like everything he does although I try. I’m done with that now. Fed up with his immature bullshit and he needs to backoff. Leave me be and worry about himself. Focus on his own music.

Nothing is changing on my blog or the way I write in facebook. I don’t have to please this guy and it’s not gonna happen. Just had to finally vent about this.

Kev

One of the toughest things about being part of the musicians community is that you’re gonna have to deal with so much dishonesty with everybody. You will go through a lot of musicians who will pretend to like you when they really don’t. You will go through a lot of musicians who pretend to like your music when they really don’t. There are so much dishonest musicians and you can’t trust any of them out there. Why do musicians pretend to be nice? Why is it when musicians decide they won’t like you anymore they’ll start admitting they never liked you and your music later on? If you’re a musician, I’m sure you go through the same bullshit yourself.

Why do musicians do this? I think they fake it as being a supporter of yours ’cause if they publicly talked trash to you, they know it would hurt their professionalism. That’s pretty much it. They pretend to be nice ’cause they are nice. When they start talking trash at you all of a sudden, it’s not you… they are just showing their true colors. You just proved that these guys can be assholes. There is a lot of assholes in the musicians community, that fact can’t be denied.

The last thing you wanna do is care about anybody’s drama. These guys will try their best to tell me that I’m nothing. They’ll tell me that nobody likes me or my music. You can tell that musicians don’t really like you even though they pretend to show it. There is so much drama and negativity in the musicians community. I know you’re probably sick of me saying this but once again, “jealousy” and “ego” is always a part of why feuds break out between musicians.

Some of these guys like to make me feel like I’m not welcomed and they don’t think I’m talented enough. I’m pretty used to being told that by other musicians by now but you know what? That’s okay. I think they do these things ’cause musicians are hoping that I fail at music. They don’t want to see me succeed and move forward. I think jealousy is a “small” part of it ’cause they’ve seen me improve musically over the years.

1) I’ve gotten better with my singing and got a lot more range than before

2) I’ve gotten a lot better with rhythm guitar and improved my timing with the metronome

3) Gotten better with the songwriting

The more you improve and the more you get better as a musician, the more angry and jealous others get.

Once again, I do music for me and still play music for the small following that I do have. There are people who really do like my music out there and I’m always honored for that.

Wait until you hear my upcoming internet album that I’ve been sitting on. I’m very proud of these songs. It’s coming along well. Got 7 songs for it so far and still got more writing to do. Been writing like crazy.

As far as critics go, you wanna make ’em jealous and angry. When they do, that says something about your talent so you’re okay and all good. If you really sucked, then you wouldn’t be getting all of these mixed responses right?

Kev

Now, I don’t give a shit who started this fight. This fight should have never happened and it should have been stopped immediately. A McDonald’s employee who happens to be black and female got into a fight with a 27 year old mother. This McDonald’s employee who’s name is Latia Harris started beating the hell out of that poor mother.

There were other people around but what do they do? They stood around and watched the whole thing. Video taping the fight with their cell phones. They were acting like spectators entertaining themselves watching a wrestling match or something. Not ONE person from that group of people didn’t have a care to help that poor woman.

At least that child had the guts to help.

Situations like this is a good reason to have a legal gun permit to protect yourself and others.

If I saw a fight like this going on between two women, I would have done what it took to break it up. I was never the one to punch other women but with something like this it would be okay to do. Calling 911 on the cell phone would be a waste of time ’cause it would take a little while for cops to show up ’cause that poor mother could have been dead by the time they showed up anyway so it would be best to jump in the fight immediately to break it up.

Grab the bitch’s arms and throw her to the ground, hold her there until the cops show up. Problem solved! That’s all you gotta do to stop fights like this.

I’ve never witnessed fights like this in the town of Greenwich but if I did, I would have acted on it right away… I wouldn’t stand there and enjoy it like those fuckin’ pussies did.

Man, I’m so glad I got into bodybuilding. A bodyguard or a bar bouncer won’t be a bad job for me! Not a bad idea at all!

Kev

I never understood why this is but that’s the way people are I guess. I know I have a lot of people who dislike me but they still follow everything I do. Reading all of my blog posts daily. Following my social networking like facebook, twitter, etc. I still get that today.

That’s the one thing I never did. No lie either. If I don’t like someone, I just simply pretend they’re dead to me. I don’t constantly check their facebooks or webpages or whatever. If I don’t like people, I get them out of my life.

It’s pretty interesting how people do this isn’t it? They still pay attention to ya even if you want nothing to do with them. It’s called “obsession”. Jealousy can be thrown in there too.

I do know that when you put yourself out there for the whole world to see not everyone is going to like you. You’ll get all kinds of mixed responses. You’ll get a mix of supporters and haters.

I think the reason haters continue to follow ya ’cause deep down inside, they actually DO find you interesting and they DO like you… they’re just afraid to admit it. Just my opinion, though.

Kev