I usually do my very best to keep my personal life off the internet, but I had to do it just this once ’cause Lady Gaga made it okay to. She wanted people to publicly reveal their insecurities, so they can feel brave of doing it and feel proud of themselves. It just made me do it myself since I have my own problems. Lady Gaga posted half naked photos of herself, and others followed. Not just overweight people, it could be for anyone who didn’t feel comfortable about their appearance. Whatever it is. You’ve already seen shirtless pics of me in the past, so that kind of gave you a hint that I got scoliosis. I wish I can have a straight body like everyone else, ’cause imagine how much taller I could be, if I had a straight spine? I got the major back surgery done years ago when I was a kid, so now I’m all good and do all the physical things I want to do. It was difficult going through all that stuff growing up, but it took me a long while to accept how I am.

I’m sure Gaga is still getting haters, saying she’s doing all this “Body Revolution” stuff ’cause she’s starved for attention and all that, not true. She posted those underwear pics ’cause it’s her way of showing people that she’s proud of who she is. She wanted to show people that it’s okay to be different and let people know, that no one is perfect out there.

Thing is, I have to live like this for the rest of my life. I can’t make it better, even though I would like to. So that’s why I have to live my life as best as possible and stay as happy as possible. Ignore those haters & critics who judge my appearance, and people have over the years, and people still do. I’ve been doing bodybuilding for 5 years now, lifting kind of heavy and all. Haven’t had any injuries and never been sent to the emergency room for anything… yet…, but it’s all good and cool.

She’s inspiring me to write songs of my own about this stuff, about how no one is perfect and you need to be proud of yourself, no matter who you are. Be it, you can either be fat, have one leg, birthmarks on your face, paralyzed for life, cancer, etc. Doesn’t matter who you are, be strong and proud ’cause you only live once.

I’ll submit a pic to LittleMonsters soon, not a pic of me in underwear though, I won’t go that far, I don’t know. Kind of nervous about that ’cause the local music scene would have a field day with it, so just a new shirtless pic would be good enough.

Kev