For many years in my blogs, I’ve always believed that Kurt Cobain was murdered, and he didn’t actually commit suicide. I still stand by it too! For hints on how you can tell, first of all… take a look at Kurt’s so called suicide note pictured above. Notice the last part of this writing where it begins with “Please Keep Going Courtney”, and the rest — notice how the handwriting is a little different? I believe that this write-up was just a letter to somebody that Kurt was ranting about that he wasn’t feeling the passion and love for music and he was thinking about quitting music. Who ever killed him finished this write-up for him and made it look like a suicide note instead. Secondly, at the time of Kurt’s death, he was loaded on heroin in his system so I would think he would be incapable of pulling the trigger himself. Makes sense right? On top of that, on the final days of Kurt’s life, Dave said that Kurt was a pretty happy guy and he was all smiles before his death. Really, read Dave’s interviews online about Kurt’s final days.
One more thing, what is, “To Boddha” in the introduction of this write-up? Is that a misspelling of Courtney Love of “Buddha”? She has always been a horrible writer — “To Boddha” and the closing of this note kind of matches Courtney’s writing style. If you look closely, you can see that Kurt was a better writer than who ever finished the note for him. “Buddha” is just another word for god as it is widely known that Kurt Cobain was a Buddhist. I don’t think he was writing this to god. Maybe he was just writing this note as a letter to a friend or to himself. Don’t know. Just making observations.
There have been a couple of theories on how Kurt was murdered.
One big theory is that Courtney Love hired a hitman named El Duce who was also a musician — Courtney offered him 50 grand to kill Cobain as the man claimed himself on the documentary “Kurt and Courtney”. Another theory is that another musician named Allen Wrench may have killed both Cobain and El Duce.
Why would Courtney or other musicians want to kill Cobain? Jealousy and ego maybe a huge part of it. Plus, they wanted to take Kurt’s fame and it seems like Courtney wanted to own Nirvana’s entire song catalog which she has been fighting for a long time now. That’s what Cobain got for marrying another drugged up whack job like Courtney. She probably hung out with bad people which will eventually end up Kurt being dead.
Kurt may have been messed up on drugs but from the sounds of things he really wasn’t ready to go yet ’cause I’m sure he wanted to be alive for his daughter, Frances.
Many believe that Kurt committed suicide ’cause that’s what they wanted it to look like and many believed it. There’s no doubt in my mind that Kurt was murdered and they got away with it successfully. Before Kurt’s death, he was getting ready to breakup Nirvana anyways so that’s another hint that he wasn’t ready to die yet.
In the videos below, watch the creepy interview with El Duce himself and listen to the song he wrote about Kurt’s so called suicide. There’s no way to prove that El Duce was the actual killer ’cause he’s dead now.