Once in a blue moon, I’ll search my staged-name, Kev Brock, in google for laughs. I hardly ever search my name in google ’cause admittedly I’m kind of scared of what may show up in google when I search my name. Why? It’s because chances are I’m always going to find anonymous pages and youtube videos that are attacking me and to mock me. I get this stuff all of the time. Been getting this stuff for the last several years or more. People using youtube and anonymous pages in facebook, twitter, wordpress, etc. to mock me. I used to be upset about this stuff but over the years I learned to get used to it. I learned that you can do nothing about this stuff and just let it go. Let ’em have at it.

The truth is, I never read that stuff on a regular basis and I never read what they have to say about me. No lie. Not making it up. They set that stuff up hoping to grab my attention and hoping to get under my skin. That’s the only reason they do it. They do it hoping to upset me and to drive me crazy. They do it to piss me off ’cause these losers get laughs out of it. The thing is, when people do stuff like this, I can almost immediately tell who is behind these anonymous pages. These guys aren’t fooling anyone. I can immediately tell who they are by their writing styles. When people do this it is mostly people who I’ve already talked to on the internet before. At first, they appear to be supporters or fans of mine but when they pull stuff like this that means they stabbed me in the back and they’re nothing to me. Watch who you trust out there. Not everyone is a fan/friend of yours. You can’t trust anybody online. Period.

It’s cruel that people do immature stuff like this but why do they do it? I think it’s obvious they do it out of jealous rage and envy. I’m not giving them enough attention they think they deserve so they go out of their way to use an anonymous page to mock me. The only reason they do it is ’cause they’ve seen other people do it and they decided to join the bandwagon. They do it to give themselves laughs and to entertain themselves.

Like I said previously people really get off on mocking and bashing me anonymously. Why do it anonymously? Because they’re cowards, pretty much. They don’t want me to find out who they really are which most of them fail miserably at plus they do it to save their own reputation.

I know I’m a target for internet tabloids and misinformation but that’s how I look at all of this stuff. Well, I’m kind of entertained and amused that people would waste all of that time to do that stuff. I’m always gonna get this stuff. People mocking me on the internet. It’s never gonna end.

It doesn’t bother me anymore like it used to, though. All it does is just giving me even more attention. It helps promotes my blog. I’ve gotten more supporters and blog readers ’cause of this stuff so it’s all good.

Why do they waste time creating another blog, twitter, youtube, facebook account to mock me when I’m not hard to find at all? Leave me a comment here. Drop me an e-mail. Or hell, if you have the guts to talk shit by phone or to my face, I’m game for that as well.

Sad coming from people who are adults, ya know? I wish these idiots would get themselves help. Get themselves a life and find better things to do. I feel sorry for them. I really do.

Kev

No matter what I do or say, I’m always going to get people who have an obsessive hatred against me. Trust me, I have many haters and trolls out there with an obsessive hatred who will never quit what they do. “Obsessive hatred”… it’s a psychology problem meaning that people who hate you and they always will. They won’t quit and they’re obsessed with it. I’ve had the same person hating me for several years or way more. Quite a lot of people are like this to me in this day and age, not naming names publicly. I see some of them are still going too to this day.

There is no reason for them to do it. Haters are gonna hate. Here’s a few memes that I found giving you advice on how to deal with situations like this.

People constantly hate on me in social networking sites and some of them go as far as creating anonymous accounts and anonymous blogs to bash me. If that’s how they wanna handle stuff, then so be it. All that is doing is giving me even more attention so sometimes bad publicity is good.

The thing is, I don’t care what people have say about me anymore. I’m strict on moderating comments ’cause of this reason so hope you guys can understand. I’ve had plenty of people lose their tempers at me quite a lot and they go off bashing me. People can bash me else where on the internet but here on my site… bashing me is not welcomed.

Thing is, I don’t do what I do to please everyone and I don’t have to. All of the blogging, social networking, youtubing and the music… I don’t really do this stuff to make people happy and to satisfy everyone. I like being myself and that’s what I’m about. I’m above haters and negative people. I don’t read what they have to say about me anymore.

It’s crazy, ya know? Negative people will always be around me, you just have to avoid ’em the best you can. I love the internet and all buts trolls and cyber-bullying has always been a huge problem.

There’s no reason for people to do it. I think they do it ’cause they’re either real immature people or they don’t have much going in their life and they take it out on other people. This stuff is mostly done out of envy and jealousy pretty much. Just my observation. They are like little children. Who are being told “no” but can’t take “no” for an answer but they keep it going ’cause they know it bothers you and they find it entertaining.

I don’t have time for haters, trolls and critics. They’re pretty much nothing to me and I could care less what happens to any of them. The things they say about me is just a bunch of misinformation bullshit and lies. Not a lot of it is true. I don’t care how others feel about me.

All I care about is living life. Enjoying it. Being happy. Playing my music. Lifting weights.

I used to be upset of all the trolls, haters and critics but I learned to get used to it. I take that stuff as a compliment these days. They’re just a bunch of crybabies and losers trying to bring me down and I’m not gonna let ’em. Haters don’t bring me down although they try, they make me stronger and more powerful.

A lot of haters, trolls and critics still follow everything I do for whatever reason and I’m actually flattered for all that. They bash and make fun of me ’cause a lot of them find it entertaining and funny. Some of them do it ’cause they get laughs out of it like little children in school. A lot of people find me entertaining in a sarcastic kind of way and they don’t actually support me. Some follow me as a way for them to have comic material… laughing at me and not with me if you know what I mean.

People would also follow my blogging instead of listening to my music which also bothers the hell out of me.

If that’s how some of you wanna treat me so be it.

It’s funny how people think it’s okay to treat me how you want to. It’s funny how they think they can hide behind freedom of speech and get away with it. When I call them out, they usually play innocent victim almost all of the time.

Mostly all the trashtalk is done anonymously. If you have something nasty to say to me, I’m not hard to find. Instead of making an anonymous account in facebook or wordpress, how about having some guts by saying what you say to my face? Feel free to write me hate mail too, I get some of those sometimes as well.

Keep in mind though, people that I ignore all negative and bullshit comments. When you guys do that shit, you’re just wasting your time and life ’cause I don’t read ’em. I just ignore ’em and delete ’em when bullshit comments come in. I treat facebook and youtube the same way. It’s just my way of ignoring the negatives and focusing on the positives.

I don’t do this to attract trolls and negative people. I do all of these things for me. I like to be honest and real. That’s what I’m all about. Telling the truth which most of you out there don’t know about. I’ll speak on anything I please. It’s my blog and you don’t have to read if you don’t like me. It’s all up to you.

Do you realize you are wasting your time and life focusing on someone you don’t like? Think of all the things you could have done better in your life after all the several years wasted making fun of and bullying me? Find better things to do guys. Spend time with your family, play your music, enjoy life, work your day jobs, and do better things than focus on me but nope. You guys get too obsessed and addicted to making fun of me — you can’t help yourselves. I’ve dealt with people like this for years so I’m used to it.

Negative people are nothing to me. I don’t care if people don’t like me, my music, my blogging or whatever I do. Jump off a building or whatever. I know I can easily be made fun of and know I can be a dislikable guy by some but again, I don’t give a fuck. I don’t waste time focusing on people I don’t like. I get ’em out of my life immediately. I ignore people I dislike and act like they’re dead to me. I’m very good at pretending that certain people don’t exist to me so just to be aware. It’s a waste of time to express your anger and lose your temper at people you don’t like. I just ignore ’em that’s what I do.

This is why I’m strict at moderating… try to understand where I’m coming from. It’s just my way of eliminating negative people, trolls and critics. I don’t need to read that stuff. Thank you.

Kev

I know I repeatedly said that I wouldn’t go for the nightclub and bar scene to pick up women but maybe I should try the nightclub to see how it goes. According to this guy aka the PlayerSupreme, he says that the best places to pick up women is in a nightclub. Not at a bar. Not at a bookstore or a coffeehouse. He says the nightclub. You know… nightclubs with all the cool lights, the dance floor and all kinds of dance/techno music playing.

The more I watch his videos and listen to his advice, I’m beginning to think that I should really try the nightclub. There are a few nightclubs in the town of Saratoga Springs. One nightclub that I know about is called the Vapor nightclub and I know right exactly where that is.

I would like to try and go to a nightclub but I would have to go with someone ’cause I wouldn’t know how to get there since I don’t drive currently.

He also says that the reason most guys don’t succeed in dating ’cause most of us fear rejection. Maybe that’s a huge reason I don’t have much experience with women ’cause I fear rejection. I feel too insecure with myself. I gotta stop that and knock it off.

Not only that I gotta work on my confidence which is what I’m working on and trying to get better at. I also gotta change the way I look and the way I dress. That’s pretty much why I got into bodybuilding like 4 or 5 years ago ’cause I got into it hoping to attract more ladies. I’m also trying to keep my hair real short and try to stay clean-shaven the best I can. I also gotta change the way I dress too.

One thing, I gotta stop wearing are t-shirts with rock bands, wrestlers and superhero characters on the front of it. I gotta wear clothing that’ll attract women. Not suits and ties but nice clothing. I gotta find nice shirts and nice pants. I’m sure I can find plenty of nice shirts at clothing stores at the mall and I think I will go clothes shopping soon which I haven’t done in a long time.

I also gotta get my life together like get a job and a license/car… maybe that’ll help me get my chances of getting women. That stuff is getting worked on too.

I also love this guy’s advice that the key to getting rid of shyness around women is “biting the bullet and going for it”… that’s what he said on this video. If you like a woman, shouldn’t be that hard to approach her. If you get rejected, who cares, it’s not the end of the world. There are women everywhere. This guy tries to teach you that he doesn’t want you to get hurt when you get rejected.

As you can see, I am working on trying to improve myself. I’ll confess it that there are things in my life that needs to get worked on and I’m doing it.

This guy’s channel is very good. He’s the best dating coach in youtube. He woke me up on a lot of things. His channel is aimed at men who are “players” but still a very good channel for guys who are struggling with women.

Watch this video below if you’d like. Good stuff.

Kev