I haven’t been posting much the last few days ’cause I was having computer trouble. Youtube kept crashing the plug-ins, which is making my computer do weird things and freezing up. So I think I fixed it myself. What happened was, I had to disable the built in chrome shockwave player and install the new one, the plug ins. Seemed to be working fine and the internet seems to be back to normal. Youtube videos seem to be playing well without any crashing either. I didn’t get any help from anybody fixing this error, I did it myself with careful research.

In other news, I’ve just finished reading Stephen King’s new book, “The Wind Through the Keyhole”, which I’m about to post the review soon. I have now finally gotten around to reading Stieg Larrson’s, “The Girl Who Kicked the Hornets Nest”, the final Lisbeth Salander novel.

I am looking forward to, “The Avengers” movie, I’m dying to see it but I’m going to wait for next week to see it. I don’t have cash this weekend, so I’m just going to stay home and chill. Tonight, I’ll probably watch the Marilyn Monroe movie, “Bus Stop” on DVD, a Netflix rental.

My guitar playing is coming along really well. Still studying and practicing timing/rhythm, metronome stuff. If I want to get good at garageband or any music software or play in a real band, I gotta get my timing down to become a better player and stay in the pocket. It feels good to take timing more seriously.

Just pretty bored today. Had a Dunkin’ Donuts cheat meal for breakfast today ’cause Friday & Saturdays are my cheat meal days. I love to have cheat days instead of one meal ’cause I don’t want to lose too much weight and I want to keep the pounds up, getting those extra calories. That’s why I eat whatever I want on the weekends only. I eat clean during the week, on weekends, whatever. That’s my fitness nutrition plan. I’m going to do my chest workout at home later today ’cause I don’t feel like going to the gym.

Kev

I’m always gonna get haters, no matter how apologetic I am and no matter how nice of a guy I can be. People are just going to hate, hate, hate. Why do some people don’t like me too much? I can think of several reasons why but the biggest reason, is that people who do nothing but hate, hate, hate, are usually people who don’t have much going on in their life. That is all they are going to do is hate, hate, hate.

So, why am I not a favorite by some?

The big reason is that a lot of people, don’t like the way I post online. My online discussions can be controversial at times and people get pissed when I have differences of opinion when it comes to entertainment news and politics. It seems that I’m only the bad guy when my thoughts are different than everyone else’s.

Another reason could be, is the way I talk about bands and musicians. My honesty toward music bothers some folks. They don’t like me exposing bands publicly for their bad behaviors or they think I am talking too negative about music. I don’t see how I am negative in music. I just tell the truth as I see it. Simple as that.

Another reason is my music. Some out there think I am a bad songwriter, so they want to feel big and tough by bashing musicians who think is bad. Even though I would like it if people would like my music more, I really don’t do music to please everyone. I do it to please myself.

Another reason is my appearance and the way I look. Some mistakenly believe that I am mentally challenged or retarded, but I can assure you that is not what I am. I may have problems physically but NOT mentally.

I am sure there are tons more reasons, but those few are the big ones, I can think of at the top of my head. I know haters will never be aplogetic to me and I know they will never have a change of heart. I don’t blog or play music to be liked or disliked. I do enjoy people, who support me, don’t get me wrong but I sometimes lose supporters who quickly hate me, all of a sudden.

I hate using this blog to defend myself or explaining myself, but I blog to tell the truth about things, and nothing is stopping me no matter how many don’t like it.

Kev